Chapter 3
Parable
The Candle and the Moth
The candle sits in the center of the broad table. She lights the flame, smells the nagging sulfur. A brief thought passes undetected, singed by the fire's tip. Even in the daylight, the moth somehow feels the new flame. Awakened from sleep, he finds the shortest path. And just before he finds the burning destiny, she blows out the flame...
A Typical Day
Seeds of vast change Swallowed in the hallowed hall A typical summer day A typical chair A typical man Atypical seeds Sprouting forth She sits on the floor Coloring in the book from the corner store Crayons of many hues Tracing her finger over the pictures she has colored She traces her finger over the page A typical afternoon He’s rocking gently in his chair Typing on his computer keyboard The cat behind him on the floor is quiet She seems a little hungry He thinks it’s a little early for that Odd He types some more on the keyboard He rocks again gently in his chair Vaguely hears the bird outside From outside the window The bird’s eye view He sees a third person in the room He’s lying on the couch Reading a newspaper With no words Odd He feels her gaze on his back Quickly rotates in his chair She’s staring at the coloring book Tracing circles on the blank page The lines are following her finger The spiral is falling into the floor A typical summer day Odd He rocks back in his chair Is surprised by the suddenness of the silence Looks overhead At the deep blue midday sky There are no clouds There are no circling, spiraling birds There are no sounds at all Odd He rocks forward in his chair Types a few more of these words on his keyboard Hears the gurgling of the swirling lines Under her swirling finger Feels her sharp gaze on his back He knows she is looking into the deepening spiral Yet, he feels her sharp gaze He read it in the newspaper The newspaper with no words He read it in his dreams Tonight Odd He rocks back again in his chair Sees the birds singing in the nearby tree It looks like they are smiling and singing But, there are no sounds Odd She is entranced in the deepening spirals Wonders about the man on the couch Finds his reflection in the spirals’ light He is working his muscles vigorously He can’t get up from the couch The newspaper is on the floor All the words have again vanished The words melted into the rippling waves of the spiral She reads them as they disappear into nothingness They have no meaning The couch is still holding him down She thinks that’s a little odd Goes back to her coloring A typical day He watches her watching the man from outside He realizes he can somehow see through the wall He laughs at this unique moment Then gasps when he realizes his laugh has no sound He wonders why there is no sound outside the walls Then realizes his hearing is still in the room Is satisfied with this reasoning Decides to take a short nap Odd The man on the couch is still struggling to get up Flexing and relaxing and flexing some more The couch refuses to release him A typical room A typical day She is pulled from her trance by the sound She thinks he called her name But she doesn’t remember what her name is She finds her way back to the beautiful swirls The colors are perfection The hues are wonderful This feels like home She’s staring at him again Odd He is awakened abruptly by the smell Is instantly famished He remembers his love for baked chicken He realizes that this is not so typical a day No one is cooking chicken Odd
Traffic Jam
Stalled for a moment No movement to be had Traffic at a standstill Might as well be glad In time, people leave their cars Begin to move around Exchanging occasional glances Sharing moments found Minutes turn to hours Impatience starts to bloom Reminders of life of love Let anger not consume
Morning Walk
He paused to marvel at all the blackbirds that had gathered this chilly and early morning. Nick remembered the robin Julie had nursed back to life. She was so kind and compassionate and free. He recalled a life that was full of joy and hope; it had only lasted a season, a very brief season of the full depths of love. Shaken to the core by the sound - Nick doubted for a moment that it was here and now - so often he was still haunted by the crack of the gun in the dark chasms of his memory of that morning in June, twelve months ago. They had met online, a dating site of all places. Julie and Nick seemed destined to live a charmed and destined life together. But, it ended even more quickly than it had begun; that morning in June, Nick remembered, was chilly as well. Returning to the moment, the blackbirds flew chaotically away; they had been startled by the gunshot as well. As Nick looked at his hand, he was startled to see the smoking gun. He shook his head briefly, gathered his composure, and replaced the gun in the pocket of his jacket. He was thankful for the chilly morning; it had allowed him to wear the jacket without worrying about standing out. He turned once more, briefly, and looked at Jane, the blood spreading uniformly around her head. Nick grinned at the thought that the blood looked a bit like a halo. He sighed as he continued his morning walk - another relationship ended as quickly as it had begun.
Life of a Child
Riding in the balanced flow Sustained in the fullness of living Excess avoided in exposure complete Daily taking as well as giving All that was lacked was forgotten Streams of dreams, sweet penny candy Wrapped in rags of gold and pearls Riding on unicorns and ponies, dandy Enchanting and beautiful princess Magical memories, gentle and mild Perfection streaming from life’s river Perfect and wonderful joy of a child
2:50 A.M.
She came by unexpectedly Made some banana creme pie I watched as she worked Performing the tasks with grace We shared the pie Shared an afternoon It was difficult to let fall The visions in my minds’ eye They gnawed at my thoughts Vied for a place in line And they won out As I took my second slice I saw her walking 2:30 A.M. Wandering the streets I kept driving Hoped she hadn’t recognized me Found another She probably knew Small community Strollers in the night Satisfaction‘s vendors I took another bite Wondered if I could pay her For the pie For a blow job I laughed at her joke Pretended not to know Just how far she had fallen Pretended not to notice The large bracelet on her ankle Electronic Installed by the state Another bite of pie Another shameful wish Another vision, from the predatory eye Looking 2:35 A.M. After circling the block For another chance She took the rest of the pie with her My fantasies left unfulfilled I’d go for another drive 2:40 A.M. Find one without a bracelet Offer her forty bucks Haggle Protecting the value of my shame Shunning the nagging visions That would always return Until I found another 2:45 A.M. Time to go home And sleep it off Sleep it off
An Ode to True Love
we've both heard the reasons why we can't be together 'if loving you is wrong...' well... you know the rest but you're all i ever think of your warmth, your scent your un-copy-able flavor never imitated none can satisfy my lust for you but you creamy, delectable a dancing feast of bliss warmed on the stove or straight from the can only your flavors only your essence will ever set me free i know your secret you're not really corn at all you are the essence of the gods my one and only soul's song my heart's true flame disguised in a cold metal can you are not fooling me i will never forget you i will never grow weary of my forever quest to taste you again return to the place you belong replace these empty vessels beets, yams, spinach i'll send them away in a moment when you return home i know you feel as i do we are destined to be rejoined come home to me sweet can of creamed corn