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Dating a Woman on Probation

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It started with a jello mold
At a cookout in summer
For a few not-so-close friends

Then I wrote her a poem
One I could never reveal
Not an uplifting poem
But one that spoke of her miseries
Trapped for a time
In servitude to substances
Mind-altering and mind-numbing

But that was then
And a few months later
She’s a brand new person
At least to the casual observer
But in my observations
I’m not often casual
So I know better
But choose to set aside that knowledge
For the sake of the hope
Of another date

Our first date was a soup date
Split pea with ham
I ate most of it
Froze the remainder
She didn’t have time that day
To sample our soup
The anklet she wore
Summoned her home
Still in servitude
No longer to substances
For the time being
But still in servitude
To a past she’s still paying for

She brought her baby to the second date
A cute little guy
I spent more time with him than with her
As she baked cheesecake
That I didn’t get to sample
The clock again
Not on our side
The curfew intruded
On what might have been

Maybe we’ll have a little time
The third time around
But more likely
The past predicts the future
And I’ll not sample her dishes
And she’ll not sample mine
As I enter into her servitude
For the hope
Of one more date

From my book, Ecstatic Beat, available at Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Smashwords, Sony, and Google Play.

One word, and then another…

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One word.

And then another.

This is the cure for writers’ block.

But it’s a cure only for the symptoms.

The real solution is deeper. Much deeper.

Good writing flows from the heart; only an open heart flows.

The solution then, the cure, is to open the heart, to free the heart, to create the connection from heart to mind, to free the muse, to invite her perfect song.

We’ve got to dig deep, to surrender, to seek and allow ourselves to heal and to grow. The difference between inspired writing and common drivel is an open heart.

The Death of Poetry

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I wonder sometimes if poetry is dead. Replaced by texts and tweets and our proclivity for retreat. We want to be close, but wander instead.

The autumn leaves still change
And breezes still blow
As tuned into the vast blue portals
Short echoes are all we know

Instants of grandeur
Replaced by distractions we carry
Everywhere
We go

Connected to the great and winsome noise
Attracted to the ceaseless din
The world around us fades
As jaded hearts grow dim

But beneath the noise
Under the clamoring, the chaos, the constant distress
We each still breathe
Our hearts, still beat

So while glorious madness refuses defeat
Poetry, while rare, is not yet deceased

We are poets.

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We see the whole of existence in a spring bloom. We touch where we are touched. We bleed, we cry, we laugh, we dance; we die a little inside with each new sunrise.

The words we weave extend from pain, from pleasure, from wonder, from confusion, from fright, from terror, from the endless crawling night. We peer at madness, laugh at brave sorrows, clung, released, discovered, saved. To the red flags we raise ours, white. Surrendering to the art that demands release, replacing uncried tears, supplanting the bold auburns of autumn’s shedding starkness.

We are art. We are song. We are verse, rhyme, reason, insanity, chaos — we are the burning mystic glow.

We are poets.

We chose not this path; it chose us. We merely yield to the unending song of the tenacious and tenuous muse. We walk not; we bow. Pen in hand. Subservient. Scribes of the beauty whose song must be sung, messengers languishing in the heat of July’s tempest.

We are poets.

We rise from the difference, take shelter in pain — standing alone in the void that remains.

We are poets.

On a dark night, she whispered, and drew down the shades. She spoke the soliloquy that called out her name. As darkness flooded. Sights vanished. No longer could she see her floral quilt, a gift from Aunt Millie. No longer could she see the oak brown carpet covering bare floor. No longer could she see even the window, the night beyond, her yellow bike in its stand under the pine deck, her means of escape. Nor could she see the stars, beyond conception but not imagination. Alone in her silence. Alone with new words. Resisting, resisting, begging sleep. Her words she knew not how to write. As sleep evaded. As fear persisted. As darkness overtook.

But the words needed writing. And so we wrote of her. Of her room. Of her sadness. Of her inability to catch the sleep she tenaciously sought. We wrote of her.

We are poets.

Observing, conceding, yielding. We are poets.

Only love is real; only hope sustains. But words, words, sweet blessed words. Words resonate. Words fill. Words tell. Words renew. Words. Sweet, blessed, words.

We cherish moments connecting with friends, with strangers, with lovers, found, lost, found. But more we cherish the moments alone. We cherish that which we need the most. To write. To pen the words that demand release. To tell of the fog-flooded courthouse where the judge prepares to announce his sentence. Life in prison. No parole. He murdered. He feasted on souls. A great crime. But not the greatest crime. Not to us. The greater crime is to leave words unsaid, to leave art unwritten, to deny the screaming whisper of the haunting muse.

We are poets.

We learn. We connect. We separate. We connect. We learn. From each moment, each interaction, each sensation, each feel, each touch, imagined or real. We learn. And we write.

We are poets.

We are poets.

A spent Patron bottle

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A spent Patron bottle.

He woke to the chill of four A.M. He’d slept in his car, convertible top down. After five minutes, the windshield cleared of its dew. He drove home.

Seven inches tall, five inches wide. Height exceeds breadth.

The oriental fan is colorful and ornate. He sees the red dragon as orange. All of his visions are orange. His hopes and dreams, melding, intermingling, crying out, for orange. A memory flashes. A rainbow over a field of soybeans. A rainbow caused by the irrigation apparatus. A “farmbow.” Too many colors on a bright day.

A bag of mustard seeds. A fount of limitless faith.

Many afternoons. He remembers. Walks on the beach. Looking for heart-shaped stones. Searching for scraps of sea glass. Searching for answers. Seeking rainbows. Red orange yellow blue indigo violet. Seeking solace. And then, he woke. Act three, scene one.

Laid flat, the bag is 20% full of seeds. Held upright, 10% full. Breadth exceeds height when standing.

The first night, she’d left an earring behind. The second night, two earrings. She never returned to claim them. She’s moving to Colorado.

Words on the page are obscured behind the rough, spent Patron bottle.Through the smooth shard of sea glass as well. But least through the ridge. In the corner is clarity. In glass and in life. The ridge is twice as wide as the surrounding glass, where it rises to its peak. The bottle has a slight greenish tint. Green is red’s complement. Time has cleared its contents. No longer is the scent discernible.

A week later, he drove his car into a ditch. 2:30 A.M. By three A.M. he’d extricated the car and arrived home. At six A.M. he woke to go to the gym. Changing life. Height exceeds breadth. All colors lead to black. All thoughts fade to orange.

“Does every question need an answer?” This was the question he pondered. This was the answer he sought. He chuckled at the irony.